Just a vent...

I just need to get some stuff off my mind for a few. I had a fight with my sister today. I love her to death dont get me wrong but i cant stand her sometimes. I think shes rude and nasty and mean to everyone. She only does for her self and does not care who she hurts it the mean time. My father stopped smoking a year ago last month. I threw him a surprize party and my sister was supposed to be there. She was going to bring 2 liters of pop well guess who never showed up. So then last night my dad called her and asked her if she wanted to go to dinner she said she had to work till 7 but if she got off she would be there well she called me at 4 so i knew she was off. Guess who never showed up or called yeah thats right Lori. So i called her she went to dinner with our mom cause she asked her. So she stood him up AGAIN! So today she called and asked if i wanted to come over for dinner she was going to call and ask dad if he wanted to come (first time he would see her house in a year and only lives 15 min away) i said "dad would really like that i bet it would make his day hes been a little upset that u keep blowing him off" What did that brat do she hung up on me. I called her back and said rather then hanging up on people why dont u try to talk ur feelings out. She started yelling at me saying we never ask her to go away where with us and were always together and it makes her upset that we dont include her every time we do something. I said lori grow up u do it all the time u and mom always go out and no one ever calls and asks me if i want to go. She said were not going to go there. She thinks i dont care cause my mom and i are not close. I do care it hurts me alot i love my mom and i hate that i feel like my mom thinks of me as a nobody. She does not care bout my feelings she does not want anything to do with my son. She calls and asks to take steph and not Shawn it hurts it hurts alot. But its something that has been going on since i was little i guess i just learned to stop saying anything about it cause it gets me no where. Why deal with it right. So not only is my sister mad at me now shes prolly mad at my dad and i feel bad i feel like i should have kept my mouth shut but im tired of her treating him that way. Hes a good person he made some mistakes in his life no one is human and he fixed it! He has tried so hard to be back in her life and she pushes him away. How ever i bet if her car breaks down she will be really quick to call him and ask for help. How ever she wont come out and ask for help she will suck up and call and ask him to come over and want to spend time with him then its o dad my car needs fixed, my breaks are bad i need a oil change..... Thats the type of person she is. She gets mad cause shes a single parent she made her self that way she is the one that treated jc like crap not that hes perfect he messed up to but she treats everyone bad. o well tired of dweling on something i cant change if u made it this far thanks for listening to me. I just really needed to get that off my chest!


Hugs everyone!