Wednesday...

Today was a crazy day. The girl i baby sit was really fussy all day no matter what i did she was not happy. Then the Kim the mom of the boy i sit for told me to make sure i pack up all his stuff tomorrow. I thought that was a little weird so i asked her will he be here on Monday? She said im not sure im going to talk to Lucas about it but its not making since for me to work during the day anymore cause im not making any money it goes to u and gas so i think im just going to get a night job so lucas can stay home with D. So i think to self wow it would have been nice for more then a few days notice right? So i think D is gone which means i can start going out again and dont have to worry how im going to get to go out with 5 kids and only 4 seats!



I ended up talking to Stephanie about what was going on. She said she just is feeling left out and wanted a mommy/Stephanie date so i took her to shichi! Its our favorite place to eat at! We had alot of fun. She even was using chop sticks she thought she was the coolest person in the world there. It was alot of fun. We then went over to mcdonalds where daddy and Shawn were so we played for a few there and then we came home and got kids ready for bed.
















Im getting really excited just a few more days now till i leave for TN to go meet the twins! Joy and i are going to have so much fun. I cant belive i have not even started packing yet lol I know what ill be doing tomorrow. Shes already packed and ready to go. Were planing on leaving after we get the older ones off to school. Its a 6 1/2 hr drive what am i going to do for 6 1/2 hrs in the car with Miss Joy u ask? Well we get to chat the whole time. Play catch up cause we have not got to spend much time together lately. She said by time we get there and hang out all weekend and get back ill be sick of her. I dont think that could ever happen. You have to understand Joy she is the best person i know. She is always there for everyone no matter what shes doing she will stop at the drop of a dime to help someone in need. I know this first hand Shawn was a really sick baby growing up he had alot of ear infections (that will be another story for a later time its tolate tonight) and she was always there for me when i was at my wits end and just felt like i could not go on anymore. She was always there to help me up when i was down and still is. She is the bestest friend a girl could ever ask for and she does not really know how much i love her and am glad shes in my life! Well nick feel asleep on the couch i better get off here and switch out laundry and wake him up so we can go to bed night all!

Just a vent...

I just need to get some stuff off my mind for a few. I had a fight with my sister today. I love her to death dont get me wrong but i cant stand her sometimes. I think shes rude and nasty and mean to everyone. She only does for her self and does not care who she hurts it the mean time. My father stopped smoking a year ago last month. I threw him a surprize party and my sister was supposed to be there. She was going to bring 2 liters of pop well guess who never showed up. So then last night my dad called her and asked her if she wanted to go to dinner she said she had to work till 7 but if she got off she would be there well she called me at 4 so i knew she was off. Guess who never showed up or called yeah thats right Lori. So i called her she went to dinner with our mom cause she asked her. So she stood him up AGAIN! So today she called and asked if i wanted to come over for dinner she was going to call and ask dad if he wanted to come (first time he would see her house in a year and only lives 15 min away) i said "dad would really like that i bet it would make his day hes been a little upset that u keep blowing him off" What did that brat do she hung up on me. I called her back and said rather then hanging up on people why dont u try to talk ur feelings out. She started yelling at me saying we never ask her to go away where with us and were always together and it makes her upset that we dont include her every time we do something. I said lori grow up u do it all the time u and mom always go out and no one ever calls and asks me if i want to go. She said were not going to go there. She thinks i dont care cause my mom and i are not close. I do care it hurts me alot i love my mom and i hate that i feel like my mom thinks of me as a nobody. She does not care bout my feelings she does not want anything to do with my son. She calls and asks to take steph and not Shawn it hurts it hurts alot. But its something that has been going on since i was little i guess i just learned to stop saying anything about it cause it gets me no where. Why deal with it right. So not only is my sister mad at me now shes prolly mad at my dad and i feel bad i feel like i should have kept my mouth shut but im tired of her treating him that way. Hes a good person he made some mistakes in his life no one is human and he fixed it! He has tried so hard to be back in her life and she pushes him away. How ever i bet if her car breaks down she will be really quick to call him and ask for help. How ever she wont come out and ask for help she will suck up and call and ask him to come over and want to spend time with him then its o dad my car needs fixed, my breaks are bad i need a oil change..... Thats the type of person she is. She gets mad cause shes a single parent she made her self that way she is the one that treated jc like crap not that hes perfect he messed up to but she treats everyone bad. o well tired of dweling on something i cant change if u made it this far thanks for listening to me. I just really needed to get that off my chest!


Hugs everyone!

Hello everyone

Hey everyone! I hope u all had a great weekend! We finally finished doing shawns room! Here are some pics! I think it turned out great. We still have to add the shelves and get his coat rack thing hung up!

I had a really nice weekend. Shawn and i went to dinner with my dad last night while Stephanie stayed home with daddy and her friend Madison and her sister Emy! We then went to church with my dad to a choir thing it was really nice. There were 7 different church choirs there to sing it was nice. Other then that not much went on this weekend. Im ready for this coming weekend. My sil/bff are driving to Tn to meet our new twin Nephews! I am so excited to meet them. Ill have some pics to post when we get back. Its about 6 1/2 hr drive there were leaving friday around 10ish i think. We will then drive back sunday morning. Im not sure whats going on with Stephanie lately. Shes not acting like her self she seems to be sad all the time she did not want to play with Maddison yesterday she just does not seem like her self. She did not want to go to church yesterday. I dont know if shes just getting cabin fever and its making her sad or what but all she wants to do is sleep or watch tv. I asked her if there was something wrong she said no shes just tired. I think i might see if she wants to have a date with mommy one night this week maybe go to dinner and see a movie get her out of the house for a few. Shes normaly a really happy little girl but the last week shes just dragging by and not listening i dont know if its her age or what. Nick yelled at her for something and she just ran off crying and when i went to talk to her she said daddy hurt her feelings. I tried to tell her that i understand daddy hurt her feeling but when she does not listen and cant follow rules then thats what happeneds. Im going to try to talk to her again and see if she tells me something different. Well i better get going and get shawn ready for school and lay D down for a nap and get some more cleaning done. Have a good day all!

Saturday...

Hello everyone! Today was a busy busy busy day. Stephanie had a friend stay the night last night. We got up and went to breakfast with my mom. Then i went to old navy to switch out a pair of jeans i got for her a few days ago, took her to gymnastics then over to her friends house to stay the night. We went and got Shawns paints for his room came home and painted his room! It looks good ill post some pics when its all done and put back together! I had to baby sit tonight these kids are good kids but not when ur trying to get stuff done lol. We also put Stephanies name on her wall as well. I cant wait till i get all their rooms done and put back together! Then i want to work on getting the rest of the house painted! I have alot of stuff to do tomorrow as well. We have church then i have to come home and clean o yeah and i baby sit again tomorrow. Then ill finish up the kids rooms put shawns back together and get Stephanies room cleaned up really good. Then were going to dinner with my dad his friend and my aunt and uncle then we have a music thing at the church tomorrow night. Well im going to get these kids in bed and head to bed my self! Night guys!

Shawns room...

So i went and got Shawn a new bed today. He had a bunk bed but it was falling apart plus he kept hitting his head on it. So we went and got a new box spring and a frame and he has a reg bed again. I think were going to paint his room this weekend. Were going to go buy the paint tonight. Plus i need to finish up Stephanies room were going to paint stars and swirls i think on her wall and her name in purple. Were going to do Shawns room blue with his name in red and i think get sports stickers for his wall. The kids have never had a room that was theirs its kinda always just been thrown together and white walls. We dont plan on going anywhere we like were we are for once lol. Im wore out but it needs done i still have alot of cleaning to do tonight. Ill prolly work on it after the kids go to bed. I did my bed room today both kids rooms and the bathrooms up stairs. Now i need to work on getting the down stairs done and laundry done. Stephanie is having a friend stay the night tonight and then shes going to stay the night at her friends house tomorrow. I love it when i switch with her on the girls i just wish i had the same thing to do with Shawn so Nick and i can get more time out with each other. Speaking of Nick he quit smoking finally! I did not think this day would ever come he quit on 2-15-09! Im so proud of him i hope he can keep it up this time. He said its been alot easier then the last time he tried i think its cause his meds! I just hope he follows threw this time, I seem to cough and wheeze more when he smokes. O well better get going and start dinner something bout 6 15 and my kids crying they are hungry lol. Bye for now!

All about me!

Hey everyone! Im Heather im a 27 year old sahm to 2 beautiful kids Stephanie is 7 years old, Shawn is 5 1/2 years old. They mean the world to me. I am married to my highschool sweet heart for 4 years and i could not ask for a better hubby! He does so much for us so i can stay home with my kids. I baby sit while im home, It has its bad days and its good days but every day seems to get a little easier. I am new to this blogging thing so im not to sure yet what all im supposed to do but ill learn as i go.



Today i went over to my bestfriends house. I have not been able to go over there in so long inbetween getting steph to school and getting D at 9 30, having to get Shawn on the bus at 12 i dont get much time to go do anything anymore. I missed her so much so it was so nice to get out and see her with out her having to come all the way up here. I know she does not mind coming here but its nice to get out of my house and not have to have her drag cassidy out. I had alot of fun just hanging out the two of us. I did not have D they waited till 9 30 to call and tell me i did not have him. That kind of upset me cause i could have left here at 7 30 when Steph got on the bus. Then i would have got more time to spend with her. I also stopped by Amy's and said hi to her as well. I have not got to see Amy in a while. O well i better get going i got lots of house work to do since i did not stay home today! See ya all soon!